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Mum, Model, Mistress: Unveiling the Layers of My Sexual Awakening

I went from feeling like pregnancy and age had ruined my body to loving it and realizing other people did too

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In the heart of London, I had the pleasure of visiting the chic home of a remarkable model who was ready to share her incredible journey, filled with personal growth, empowerment, and a bold exploration of her own sensuality.

“Let’s start with your journey. You mentioned that after having your baby, you lost touch with your sexuality. Can you walk us through that time and how rediscovering your passion for lingerie played a role?”

“Yeah, my story is I had a baby 6 years ago and lost my mojo / lost touch with my sexuality and when my kid was around 2 years old, I hit a low point, something wasn’t right and I knew I had to rediscover myself. I’ve used to be such a lingerie obsessive, so I decided to buy myself some new lingerie to try and reignited my past love of it.”

And  did the lingerie trigger any changes in you?

“Yes, it was amazing, I then started showcasing my massive lingerie collection on Insta and then also felt confident enough to start up my OnlyFans. I went from feeling like pregnancy and age had ruined my body to loving it and realizing other people did too!”

Going from someone who didn’t see herself as a sexual being, to starting an onlyfans is a massive shift, your confidence must be through the roof now?

“No not at all, I still have my insecurities, and don’t love my face (a couple of girls at school used to be mean saying things like I could be a model if I put a paper bag over my face etc!!) so think I’m more comfortable in lingerie as I feel it detracts from my face!”

With a smirk on her face she continues…

“My USP with my followers is definitely my bum, it isn’t small…! So my look is often butt-focused “

This was probably not the best time to mention the fact as the photographer, shouts out

“None of that talk, were getting a bunch of face shots only!”

With a nervous grin, and attempt to change the topic Mel continues…

Anyway, lol onlyfans and Instagram have helped to build my self confidence and I started to get back into my sexuality and joined the kink scene, and came out as bisexual! My partner was really supportive and we even became non-monogamous.

After talking to my partner about how I felt (I’d lost myself and didn’t really know who I was ‘supposed’ to be anymore – was I supposed to be a mumsy mum now?) I asked if we could explore the possibility of a threesome with another woman and join Killing Kittens (women-led sex parties) – he had a proper think about it and we looked at their website, and soon decided to sign up.

That is a big step! how has it been?

It definitly was but we met a lot of like-minded people who became good friends, as well as realizing some of our oldest friends were truly understanding (and curious/intrigued!).”

We’ve been going to them ever since and are non-monogamous (although we don’t have a lot of time left with parties and childcare to date and get out as much as our childless friends but we wouldn’t have it any other way).”

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Play with the pervy pocket rocket

I’m literally five feet tall, seven Stone—basically, the perfect height for everything, if you catch my drift.

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Nestled in the bustling heart of Canary Wharf, London’s financial playground, we’re about to spill the tea on the extraordinary life of a pint-sized powerhouse. In this candid chit-chat, our nosy journalist dives into the captivating dualities of an individual who effortlessly transitions from being a “Pocket Rocket” to a full-time mum and a thriving cam artist. From unconventional taboos to feedback that sets her world on fire, buckle up as we peel back the layers of this intriguing personality, digging into the juicy details of her life, dreams, and the mystique of camming.

How does being five feet tall and seven Stone play into your ‘Pocket Rocket’ essence? Can you spill the beans on how you fit into different scenarios?

“So, as a pocket rocket, I’m literally five feet tall, seven Stone—basically, the perfect height for everything, if you catch my drift. You could pop me in your pocket or have me lounging beside you; I fit both ways. Whatever floats your boat. Despite my small stature, my mouth more than compensates. So, while I might seem small, I can talk the talk as much as I walk the walk.”

Spill the beans on your routine switching from full-time mum to MILF mode. How do you rake in the cash before the kiddos wake up and still manage your camming career?

“As a full-time mum, I’m up at 5 am, getting my cam game on before the kids even stir. On a good day, I can pocket two to three hundred pounds before their 7 A.M. wake-up call. Once the little ones are up, it’s full-on mummy mode until school’s done, and then it’s back to the cam scene.”

 

If you could score a dream gift from a viewer, what would it be, and how would you shower them with gratitude? Share your thoughts on a game-changing gift in your life?

“The ultimate gift for me? A hefty sum of cash. It would seriously level up my life. Oh, and a house. I’m in a bungalow with the kids, and it gets a bit suffocating. So, a mansion in the middle of nowhere or a big summer castle for a solo escape. Whoever gifts me that would get a private show every damn day or until they kick the bucket. That’s my way of saying thanks for the mansion!”

 

If you could spice up a camming session exploring taboos, what specific taboo would you pick and why? What’s the allure of pushing these boundaries in the camming realm?

“If I had to pick a taboo for camming, it would be humiliation. Not much effort on my part, and it’s oddly satisfying to get paid for putting someone in their place. Anyone can dish out insults, but getting paid for it? Sign me up. I’d dish out the verbal abuse all day long if the cash keeps flowing. That’s my kinda taboo.”

How do you channel your playful ‘wannabe slut’ side? Share your go-to move for the right person and your approach to embracing this persona.

“Normally, I’m a bit reserved, you know, saving the good stuff for those who pay up. But if I know someone’s genuinely into it, I go all out. Private dance, chair, pole—the whole shebang. I’ll keep the right person grinning from ear to ear. No acting, no dressing up, just me, doing my thing for the right crowd.”

Reflecting on your experiences, spill the tea on a viewer request or moment that pushed your boundaries, but you took it on. How do you handle situations where camming boundaries get a bit wobbly?

“Sure, there are boundaries, but I play along with a lot of fantasies on camera. No problem there. I’ve had folks wanting me to play dead—eyes wide open, tongue out—for a solid 20 minutes. I’ll do that all day long. But when they start talking about real-life meet-ups and dangerous stunts, that’s where I draw the line. Sorry, I’m not risking my neck for a cam show.”

 

Your feedback is like a love letter. How does the positive support impact your motivation? Give us the scoop on the role feedback plays in your camming career.

“Oh, the feedback is a boost! When I see people cheering me on, saying I’m even better than I look, it keeps me going. It’s like having a squad of hype men behind you. Let’s keep the party rolling!”

Your love for dancing as a daydream dancer—how does it help you escape reality? spill the tea on ‘Sexy Chick’ by David Guetta as your soundtrack. How does dancing become your stress-relief anthem?

“I’m a daydream dancer because I need an escape from reality. I despise the real world, so I stay in my own little dreamland. Stress? Dance it out! I can groove to any song, anywhere. ‘Sexy Chick’ by David Guetta is my anthem—it just takes me there, no questions asked.”

How does being a yoga teacher spice up your sensuality? Dish on your favorite yoga poses and their connection to your sexuality. What role does yoga play in merging physical and sexual well-being?”

“As a yoga teacher, I’m all about that pigeon pose and the crab pose. If I could invent my own yoga move, it’d involve lying on my back, legs wide open—takes some yoga mastery, though. I adore yoga, and every pose has its charm. Plus, you can seamlessly transition into any sexual position. Double win!”

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Amelia Rae – Confessions of a good girl gone bad!

If your b#ll$ aren’t swimming in saliva by the time I’m finished, something is wrong.

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In a plush suite overlooking the vibrant streets of London, we sit down with a woman whose journey from a strict Catholic upbringing to the adult industry is as captivating as it is controversial. Her unapologetic embrace of her newfound career has made her one of the most talked-about figures in the business. With a blend of bubbly charm, a dark side honed by her love of BDSM, and a cheeky, down-to-earth attitude, she offers a candid glimpse into her life, her fantasies, and what really makes her tick. Whether she’s wielding a paddle or putting on a sloppy show, one thing’s for sure: she is here to break all the rules, and she’s loving every second of it.

In this intimate Q&A, she opens up about her deepest desires, her bold persona as a “Submissive Welsh Brat,” and the secrets behind her legendary performances.

From your Catholic roots to the adult industry, what’s the most sinful pleasure you’ve indulged in that would shock any priest at the confession booth?

Wow, everything I do! My job involves taking multiple cocks on a daily basis… I’m definitely burning at the gates of any church! Even masturbation is a sin in the eyes of a Catholic, so I’ll see you all in hell!

You’ve taken on the persona of a “Submissive Welsh Brat”—what’s the best way to punish you when you act up?

I bet you’re thinking I’m going to answer this with ‘a good spanking,’ but really, that’s a reward for me! The only way to really punish me is to deprive me of cock!

As someone who describes herself as a ‘Good Girl, Gone Bad, looking for a good spanking,’ what about being spanked do you enjoy, and how far do you like to take it?

I love BDSM and the headspace it takes you to. With the correct dom, I can become completely submissive, like putty in their hands, and I love losing that sense of control (although in reality, the sub is always the one in control). I like to take it as far as I possibly can and at a party last week I did! I completely submitted to a pro dom. He even set me on fire! Safely, of course! However, I called my safe word for the first time ever with a tire tread rubber paddle. You can set me on fire but dang, a tire tread paddle is obviously my downfall!

We hear you’re a Party Girl and a metal chick. If you could come up with a track title that describes your personality, what would it be? Do you have any favorite songs that get you in the mood?

Gosh, I’m terrible at these types of questions! Something that says I’m super bubbly and down to earth. I always have a laugh, and my humor is quite dry/sarcastic! If you’re not having fun doing this job, you’re not doing it properly! However, I do also have a dark side when it comes to BDSM! So you tell me what my song title would be!

I don’t tend to listen to music to get in the mood, I like to use my imagination instead!

You’re also known as the “Sloppy Blowjob Princess”—give us some tips. What three things make the perfect sloppy blowjob?

A. A big enough cock. I’d love to be that girl who says size doesn’t matter but for me, when it comes to a sloppy blowjob, it does. It needs to be big enough to hit that spot at the back of your throat that produces loads of thick saliva. If your balls aren’t swimming in saliva by the time I’m finished, something is wrong.

B. Roof of mouth, tongue & sucking action. All three combined are my perfect blowjob technique. Rub the penis head on the roof of your mouth, lick the shaft with your tongue, and gently suck all at the same time.

C. Leave the girl in control! She knows what she’s doing, and her technique is going to be a lot better if you let her do her thing rather than forcing her head down. Nothing wrong with a little guidance, but unless you’re doing a throat-fucking session, leave us to do our job. You won’t regret it!

As someone who is known as a High-Class Escort, what advice would you give potential clients on how to treat you so that you unleash your other persona as a pornstar?

With respect! Regardless of whether you’re an escort, party girl, content creator, or big-time porn star, you should always treat everyone with respect! That’s when you’re really going to get the best out of a person!

You’ve mentioned that you’ve never been happier since getting into porn. What’s the dirtiest fantasy you’ve been able to live out, and is there one you haven’t yet but really want to explore?

My lifelong fantasy was to do a scene with three other guys and have all holes filled at once, which I was able to accomplish in April (you can watch it on my pages!).

I’m very much a greedy girl and I think a gangbang scene with as many guys as possible, me tied up and just using me, is something I’d love to do!

 

You can find and book Amelia Rae at the below links

OnlyFans: @ameliaraevip  ManyVids: @ameliaraexo as well as Pornhub & Faphouse!

For escorting its Adultwork: @ameliarae

For Photography/Paid shoots its Adultfolio: @ameliarae

For  social media it’s Twitter: @ameliaraexox Instagram: @ameliaraexo

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Bedtime Barbie: the Bicurious Bombshell

I found myself between those trees, getting f#ck from behind where everyone could see!

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We sat down with Impurrfect Barbie after her photoshoot with exposure magazine at her home, to find out when we realise that true beauty lies in embracing our flaws. As we settle down in her stylish living room, Barbie’s mischievous smile sets the tone for an intimate and revealing conversation about what it means to be perfectly imperfect.

What led you to choose the name “Impurrfect Barbie,” and how does it reflect your identity?

I chose the name Impurrfect Barbie because it truly reflects who I am. Society often pushes us to strive for perfection, and I used to fall into that trap, comparing myself to other models and feeling inadequate due to a health condition that means I will never be “perfect.” Embracing my scars and imperfections became a way to show others that being sexy isn’t just about physical appearance. We all have parts we wish we could change, but true sexiness comes from confidence and authenticity. Plus, I’m a naughty blonde, so Barbie felt like a fitting addition.

its clear a goal of yours is to help empower women to feel sexy in their own skin, what advice do you have for those struggling to embrace their imperfections and desires?

Only you can see what you’re unhappy with, and only you can let it bother you. Most of the time, others can’t see what you see. I used to hide my body because I feared my scars made me undesirable. I never had sex with the lights on and hated being looked at while naked. But once I let go of those self-imposed restrictions, I realized people appreciate me for who I am. My advice? Stop fixating on the mirror and start loving what you see. Strip down, slip into that sizzling lingerie, throw on a pair of killer heels, and strut your stuff with unapologetic confidence.

you told our researchers a little about your condition and how it encouraged you educate yourself more, how has your study of health science and the immune system influenced your approach to self-care and sensuality? Are there any surprising connections you’ve discovered between these seemingly unrelated fields?

Being diagnosed with an “incurable” condition was devastating, but I refused to accept that my life would only get worse. I spent years finding my triggers, often against medical advice, and met a functional medicine doctor who helped me understand my body better. This journey taught me resilience and the power of self-love, which naturally translated into my sensuality. Understanding my body on a scientific level made me appreciate it more intimately, making every touch and caress a celebration of life and health.

So we understand your goals and your motivation, lets dig into some of your naughty experiences and a content creator. your profiles say you enjoy public encounters, could you share a memorable experience from one?

This wasn’t recorded, but there’s a major road near my home with a hill and two trees visible to all the traffic. One very naughty afternoon, I found myself between those trees, getting fucked from behind where everyone could see! I can’t begin to imagine how many cars saw us. Every time I drive past that spot, I get a rush remembering it.

 

 


Your profile reads ‘I’m YOUR Barbie so let’s play together YOUR way.’ Tell us about a time when a request surprised you but turned out to be more of a turn-on than you realized.

Early on, a fan requested only voice notes instead of video calls because they felt shy with video. The idea of using just my voice to guide them to climax was unexpectedly thrilling. Their intense reaction inspired me to create “Bedtime with Barbie,” where I weave erotic tales with my sultry British accent, leaving listeners breathless. Now, I have a game to see if I can make you climax just with my voice… care to take on the challenge?

What can fans expect to see in your ‘Bedtime with Barbie’ series, and what’s the naughtiest narrative you’ve spun that left your viewers gasping for more?

Many have commented on how sexy my English accent is and how it turns them on. In “Bedtime with Barbie,” viewers join me for erotic bedtime stories featuring various fetishes and fantasies. Sometimes, I get so turned on that I take off all my clothes while reading. You can listen and get aroused with me, getting naked and playing together. The stories are designed to leave you gasping, eager to join me the following week for more!

As a bicurious woman ready to explore, what particular fantasies or scenarios are you eager to explore in your future content?

Impurrfect Barbie: One fantasy I’d love to film is the “unexpected” scenario. Meeting a woman in a bar or club, teasing each other with glances, until we finally bump into each other and the real heat starts. We then find somewhere private… I’ll leave the rest to your imagination, but let’s just say it’ll be wet, wild, and unforgettable. I still have my Cindy in mind… she knows who she is 😉

How would you like your brand as the “Impurrfect Barbie” to be seen by others wanting to get into the industry but maybe feel insecure about their imperfections?

Everyone has imperfections… flaunt them, feel sexy, and you’ll find that most people don’t notice. Imperfections make us unique and desirable. My journey of accepting my imperfections and turning them into strengths is a testament to the power of self-love and confidence. I want others to see that imperfections are not flaws but unique attributes that make each person special and desirable. My brand is about celebrating who you are, owning your story, and inspiring others to do the same.

Impurrfect Barbie’s journey is an inspiring testament to the power of self-love and embracing one’s imperfections. Her confidence and authenticity make her a beacon of empowerment, encouraging everyone to celebrate their unique beauty and desires.

You can see more of her on her onlyfans and instagram pages

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